I’m just drifting through life right now. I haven’t been feeling well physically. I have no energy whatsoever. There are a hundred things I want to do, but I am vegetative most of the time. I feel totally exhausted and worn out.
I’m depressed. Maybe that explains the feeling so tired and not getting anything done. I had a recent birthday which has only served to remind me how much I’ve missed in life, how all my dreams didn’t come true. Damn this illness!
I don’t have much to write about. I get up every morning. I sit around thinking about how I wish I was accomplishing some of the tasks on my to do list, but feeling so tired I can barely bring myself to stand and walk across a room. At the end of the day I go to bed.
Hi Paul,
First happy belated birthday!:)
Having said that I think I understand how you feel about it in part, as I always feel depressed and anxious before, after and on my birthday, it’s not a day I like.
Things are not going well for me either. It’s mostly related to my husband’s job situation. I feel we’re “stuck” in this situation. Nothing happens, so we can’t move on with our lives. Just the same routine with little hope of things getting better. It’s depressive and it makes me anxious. It seems all I do is organize, discard and pack things in the house so we are ready to go wherever we are going (no idea) when we can’t afford here anymore. I have no enthusiasm for anything so I do little else than my obligations. I guess the only good thing is my husband and I support each other and are happy with each other, so I try to keep this one good thing in mind.
I hope now that your past your birthday you will feel better. The time around my birthday is a dark, depressive time for me, but usually things get better sometimes afterwards.
Best wishes,
Nadia
Hi Nadia,
Thanks for sharing. I’m glad I’m not the only one who feels depressed about having a birthday.
Wishing you good fortune, as always…
Paul