Monthly Archives: August 2012

Where is The Bottom?

In my August 14 post I said things then were about as bad as it gets. Who did I think I was kidding? Things are getting just plain ugly now. When I started this blog I said I would be … Continue reading

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Pro & Con : Subsidized Housing

Pro Affordable. I should be able to have decent housing and a vehicle Not responsible for maintenance Con Stressful. Close neighbors, rules, etc. Definitely means no more hobby Need to call manager when something goes wrong. Nightmare! Need to interact … Continue reading

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Pro & Con : Slum Apartment

Pro Possibly affordable enough to allow me to have stable housing and a vehicle Not my repair & maintenance nightmare Con Very stressful. Close neighbors, often loud and/or abusive Probably means losing my hobby Need to call landlord when problems … Continue reading

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Pro & Con : Keeping My House

Sometimes it helps to write down the facts of a situation, and since I make everything else about my alleged “life” public I might as well do this here. Pro It’s the only place I have ever been able to … Continue reading

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Bits and Pieces

Bits and Pieces… meaning this is a collection of thoughts on various topics. But that could have a double meaning. I feel like I ought to be picking up bits and pieces of myself, because I have completely fallen apart. … Continue reading

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Stress Ratcheting Up, Crisis Threatens

Things are getting worse. Yesterday I got a letter from Social Security. They are reviewing my disability status. This couldn’t come at a worse time as I don’t have doctors to provide relevant medical statements. My current primary care physician … Continue reading

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No Hope Left

As the reality of my situation sinks in I am even more depressed and anxiety is through the roof. I feel as though I’ve been gutted. Every day I try to find some way to feel better, to get something … Continue reading

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