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Monthly Archives: September 2011
The Circus Comes to My Home
This has nothing to do with anxiety, but perhaps it’s a cute story. It sure made me laugh! I was working on my home repair and renovation project today, in an area that used to be a screened in porch … Continue reading
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Why I Am Able to Speak in Front of a Group
A comment to my last post started me thinking about why I am able to speak in front of a group, but panic in even the simplest social situations. It should have been obvious all along, but I guess I … Continue reading
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It’s Official: I’m Really Weird
I’m so distressed by trying to use the phone that I almost always end up unconscious on the floor if I attempt to make a call. I freak out in many stores (used to be all stores, but have made … Continue reading
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Way Too Much Anxiety!
It has been a while since my last post. The days have all run together and I can barely tell them from nights except that I assume it’s night when it gets dark outside. I have been in a state … Continue reading
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Exhausted
I am utterly and completely exhausted, both mentally and physically. I need to be working. I need to do errands. But I’m just too tired to move. Boo saw the vet Wednesday. This time, upon my suggestion they check his … Continue reading
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New Support System?
On the way to the city (see previous post), Ben asked if I might consider selling my radio repeater to the club with the idea they would support it financially while I would continue to look after it and do … Continue reading
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Success and Failure
I’m a little behind on posts since I’ve been putting in so many exhausting hours on my project. I’m taking part or most of today off because my body is near its limit from unaccustomed physical activity and after-affects of … Continue reading
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Progress!
This must be my very lucky day! I had been up all night, pacing, sweating, vomiting, dreading today. The clock ticked louder and louder as the morning wore on. The apprehension about seeing my new case manager was worse than … Continue reading
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Here We Go Again
I feel like screaming! Just when I thought I might have a chance to catch up on some of the things I’ve been struggling with all summer, a higher priority has arisen. Those wounds on Boo are getting worse at … Continue reading
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Stressful Weekend, Continued Pressure
The lumber delivery was made well ahead of schedule Thursday morning – shortly after 9:00 as opposed to around noon as I was expecting. The quality of materials is good to excellent, but they did make one substitution I’m not … Continue reading
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