Author Archives: Paul K

Boo

I warned you all I might occasionally include stuff here that has nothing to do with anxiety. Although maybe it does… my little comedian here does help with stress reduction! Here are some pictures of Boo. You can click on … Continue reading

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It’s just a Hobby… It’s just a Hobby…

I keep repeating that phrase to myself tonight. Why, if it is just a hobby, do I feel like my heart has been ripped out? Tonight is the second leg of that special operating event for pre-1930 radio equipment, the … Continue reading

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Difficult Week

This will be a fairly brief factual update as my heart is not in the writing tonight. Tuesday I decided to email my primary care provider some thoughts and arguments on why I believe I do qualify for MaineCare to … Continue reading

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Boiling Point

When I started this blog I said I was going to be completely honest about my life and how I deal with it. Today is the first time I have found that truly difficult. I do not want to be … Continue reading

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Conflicted

I set out today to write a few words about something I am currently wrestling with. I fear, however, those readers who have been urging me to write a book may have got their wish, as this has turned out … Continue reading

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An Ironic Twist

If  you’ve been reading for a while you know my hobby is ham radio. It’s supposed to be the fun stuff! But even that does not escape the ravages of anxiety. In a recent post I went on a bit … Continue reading

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Taking Stock

After a particularly difficult time I often find it useful to step band and reflect on it. What was the difficulty about? How did it manifest? Did I manage it to the best of my ability? Has it resulted in … Continue reading

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Help! Imposter!

Someone or some thing has invaded my body! I’m doing things I don’t do! Just kidding. 🙂 But it has been a most extraordinary day for me. Even before dawn it was obvious getting to that appointment today would be … Continue reading

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The Home Stretch

As of 11:30 PM Tuesday, my home is as winter-ready as it can be made this year. I worked all day Tuesday, barely stopping to cram food in my mouth a couple times. By mid afternoon it was clear I … Continue reading

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Progress!

It has been an emotional yet productive day. The conversation I was unable to initiate for three months came up by coincidence today. In talking about the cost of dentures I mentioned that I wouldn’t be able to pay it … Continue reading

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