Author Archives: Paul K

Still Struggling

Not a whole lot has changed since my last post. It is difficult to write today, so bear with me if there are mistakes I don’t catch. Getting out and doing errands is still extremely difficult. All it takes is … Continue reading

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Crisis: What Led to It

I think, by most reasonable definitions, I am in crisis. I have lost the ability to go out and function in the community. As a result I’m essentially out of food. I’m at high risk for losing services essential to … Continue reading

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Horrible Anxiety Attack

I woke up having a horrible anxiety attack this morning. I was sweating, barely able to breathe, terrified. I was so terrified I would have rather died than get up and face the day. If I could have just willed … Continue reading

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That Went Well… Not!

Friday was my big day. It was the day I would be getting my dentures! After years of suffering frequent infections, a year and a half fighting the system to get the best solution for me, and months of increased … Continue reading

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Medical Issue and Major Anxiety

A minor medical issue (mostly a nuisance) I have had for some time suddenly took a turn that could have led to serious infection. Reluctantly I asked my case manager for assistance getting to the doctor to have it treated. … Continue reading

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Disappointing Weekend

I wanted to challenge myself this weekend and saw what looked like a good opportunity. Our local animal shelter was having a rummage and food sale as a fund raiser. I’ve been to something like that maybe four or five … Continue reading

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Projects

Ah, back from a refreshing four mile walk. I mentioned that I have been keeping busy. For over a week I was immersed in a complete re-write and major update of our local ham radio club website. I know it … Continue reading

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Catching Up – Doing Better!

It seems like forever since my last post. Oh… that’s because it has been darn near forever! I’ve been working especially hard on the walking. For the past month I have been getting in 4 to 5 miles almost every … Continue reading

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Depressed Today

Yesterday didn’t go as planned. The meting to go over my DLS treatment plan went as well as it ever does. After nearly two years I am still inhibited about asking for specific types of assistance. Anxiety rears its ugly … Continue reading

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Ugh. Just Ugh, Already!!!

I just deleted a post I made yesterday because I have come to believe I may have drawn a premature conclusion. It was about caffeine and what I (incorrectly?) surmised were changes in the way it affects me. Suffice to … Continue reading

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