Author Archives: Paul K

Dust Settling

Whew! What a week! It is Friday morning as I write this post. Tuesday I left home with my power line noise tracking stuff at 6:00 in the morning and did not get back until after 9:00 that evening! I … Continue reading

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Attracting Attention But Doing Well

I have been out four of the last five nights, walking the streets and back roads looking for power line noise. I usually head out around 7:00 PM when the temperature is dropping and there is no direct sun to … Continue reading

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Oh No, Not Another Project!

As I have been feeling very overwhelmed lately, you would think the last thing I need is another project or demand on my time and mental resources. On the other hand, maybe a temporary shift of focus can help? My … Continue reading

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Even Having a Great Time is Bad?

This is a belated post. A week ago today I had an experience that I really enjoyed. I can’t even find words to express how exciting and fun it was! But the very same experience plunged me into a very … Continue reading

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Uneasy, Miserable, Out of Control

The good news is that review was completed successfully. The bad news is I was unable to manage and it had to be almost completely handled by my case manager, same as the last two years. This just seems to … Continue reading

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Absurdity

Through online support groups I have observed people with anxiety disorders are often frustrated with the average person’s inability to understand what we go through or why we can’t  just “get over it”. But when confronted with the incredible absurdity … Continue reading

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Almost Energetic

First an update on the review process. My case manager called the agency on Friday but wasn’t able to get through to the right person. Typical. She left a message asking the person to call me ASAP . I did … Continue reading

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Always Listen to Boo – Or Else!

I had previously mentioned to my case manager about Boo pricking me with his claws if I ignore him too long, but I’m not sure she believed me. Yes, it is a bad habit and yes, I’ve tried to break … Continue reading

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Stress Continues to Build

My case manager called on Tuesday. She is back from time off and coming out here Friday. We made a plan to try to complete the telephone interview for my medical coverage and food assistance case review. I was very … Continue reading

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Feeling Out of Control

The day following my last post I had extra time with my DLS worker. We were able to do some shopping before the appointment, so I got some food. I was feeling particularly stressed, and for the first time in … Continue reading

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