Author Archives: Paul K

Pro Affordable. I should be able to have decent housing and a vehicle Not responsible for maintenance Con Stressful. Close neighbors, rules, etc. Definitely means no more hobby Need to call manager when something goes wrong. Nightmare! Need to interact … Continue reading →

Pro Possibly affordable enough to allow me to have stable housing and a vehicle Not my repair & maintenance nightmare Con Very stressful. Close neighbors, often loud and/or abusive Probably means losing my hobby Need to call landlord when problems … Continue reading →

Sometimes it helps to write down the facts of a situation, and since I make everything else about my alleged “life” public I might as well do this here. Pro It’s the only place I have ever been able to … Continue reading →

Bits and Pieces… meaning this is a collection of thoughts on various topics. But that could have a double meaning. I feel like I ought to be picking up bits and pieces of myself, because I have completely fallen apart. … Continue reading →

Things are getting worse. Yesterday I got a letter from Social Security. They are reviewing my disability status. This couldn’t come at a worse time as I don’t have doctors to provide relevant medical statements. My current primary care physician … Continue reading →

As the reality of my situation sinks in I am even more depressed and anxiety is through the roof. I feel as though I’ve been gutted. Every day I try to find some way to feel better, to get something … Continue reading →

OK… so I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. Why am I feeling so depressed? Well, let’s see. I just turned 48. When I was young I had so many dreams. I was going to go to college, have an … Continue reading →

I’m just drifting through life right now. I haven’t been feeling well physically. I have no energy whatsoever. There are a hundred things I want to do, but I am vegetative most of the time. I feel totally exhausted and … Continue reading →

I made a decision and took action which may have a major impact on my life, either positive or negative. Concurrent with my present mission to get power line noise cleared up in my area, I had suggested to the … Continue reading →

Early morning anxiety attacks, that is. I hadn’t had one in weeks, a fact which somehow I had managed to overlook until this morning. I awoke having one of those horrible can’t breathe, can’t think attacks with no apparent focus. … Continue reading →